Dragged into the past
Thinking
Hurting
The pain
Feeling drained
Contrite
All those fights
Sleepless nights
Opportunities lost
Mistakes caused
Myself tossed
Maybe shame
The wrongs
That were made
Regrets
That I hate
Too much past at this rate
Should I despair?
Should I give up?
Mind makes it worst
Emotions are a curse
Intuition is speechless
Instincts can’t make sense of this
No one there to help me
I’m imagining
And it’s killing
I’m wondering
And It’s not working
Wishing for direction
But it eludes me
So I laugh the past away
Helping me feel the sun’s rays
But then I slip into to the present
Thinking
Life didn’t play out the way I thought
The way I want
I might have succeeded
But I also failed
I am where I am
But where could I have been?
What should I have been?
I can’t bear so much around me
So much that still tears at me
Pain inside
Alive
Bothers me
Even though it doesn’t show
And nobody knows
I believe all that is is the best for me
But it doesn’t mean that it doesn’t hurt me
I try to think my way through
But confusion accrues
I try to understand but am not able to
I analyze
But Feel like mind is glued
So I just laugh the present away
Believing tomorrow will bring a better day
My mind drifts into the future
What does one feel?
Many things but certainly fear
The uncertainty
The lack of clarity
The myriad of possibilities
I feel anxiety
The inevitability
What can be
Scares me
Should I just stop?
Let me heart drop?
Stop striving for the top?
So I laugh the future away
Believing That the future is not my fate
Laughter
the Healer
Redeemer
It doesn’t change the past
But it changes My feelings
It’s a form of healing
It’s creates a fresh perspective
Endows me with a vision
Helps me be more objective
That the past might be over
But no matter the age
My life is just beginning
That the past can mean nothing
If I choose from now on to choose differently
Laughing is like rain
It washes away the pain
It cleans the soul of its window stains
like the sun shine
It banishes the night
Taking what is serious
And making it light
Laughter is
When your thoughts transcend thoughts
And become insights without words
Understanding Without logic
Grasping without thinking
Within reason but beyond it
Ascending
Transcending
It affirms the freedom of the mind
To See your situation otherwise
That What appears tragic in reality
Is your deliverance from Tragedy
Laughter: G-d’s gift to humanity
What we can laugh at we can survive
It teaches us to Thrive
When we feel like giving up
To Live
Be alive
That No matter the defeat
We can rise
No matter the despair
We can propel to the sky
Fill your mouth with laughter
And your heart will be replete with hope
It will make your burdens lighter
shows you you’re fighter
So When you can’t think
Your way out of the maze
When all of life looks like a haze
When you just can’t get past that certain phase
Then just laugh laugh laugh away